thoughts

bi-annual posts, how's that for a blog. or a post a year :P

had been an eventful yet quiet year so far...time passes, sun rises, sun sets...day by day...

OH not to mention i got into a bad car accident which i will have to post pictures of one of these days :)

just a few random words came into my mind at the moment:
- unhealthily dependent
- the words "i promise it will never happen again", "i forgot" don't mean ANYTHING
- i need a life

:) other than that, all's well...just landed back in Labuan an hour ago, I was in KL for a week bingeing on food like nobody's business.

Job wise, I hate my job but i kinda like it too, just have to make up my mind, really... :)

Happy new year!!! [2011]

yes yes another year, another year wiser, more wrinkles, more waistline... less metabolism, less money, less energy

but i have a good feeling about this year...2011

2010 was such a hectic year and passed by in a blur, to be honest I don't remember much about the year...it all started on Dec 2009 when i signed up with the new job. The chronology after that...let's see...if i remember correctly:

The year it was...
Abu Dhabi to KL to Labuan
Labuan to Miri
Miri to Labuan
Labuan to Kota Kinabalu...wait all these was just in December 2009...

2010~
Feb: Labuan to KL to Balikpapan, Indonesia

Met amazing peeps there, the friendliest I've seen, the helpfulest ones I've seen, but also the most corrupted ones too (had some problem with the work permit there and almost got deported)
Made amazing friends which I hope would last long long time...
April: Left and went back to KL then to Abu Dhabi (again!!)
Here it felt like I was back to high school again or was it university...endless assignments but fun fun fun too!
End of May, left for KL --- finally!!! a good 2 weeks vacation *whoop dee doo* spent quality time with family and friends, my dear LL Housemate got married, Mrs Au... ;) Congrats Rin2
June - October - headed back to Labuan, got thrown offshore in Bintulu for 1 month
Back in KL once, beau came to visit once, oh received a gorgeous bouquet of flowers once too

Then November...again to Abu Dhabi...yes for the 3rd time in one year, the one month was the most, well, let's just say i met the most arrogant and annoying people, but again, we learn something from them, mainly "not to be like them" but i'm glad each of us improved towards the end of the month

and in December! yes yes yes, finally got my long awaited vacation...in fact extended for 3 weeks...spent great great time with beau, we went to Melaka and Port Dickson...then went back to Penang again for another very good friend's wedding, miss Jolene Ooi *sheds tear* she made such a gorgeous bride and I hope my wedding one day would be as beautiful as hers...

So...This year? back to the grind of work, but I am positive about this year...partly because i know i will be having scheduled days off/vacation now from my current position ;) yes! and then...no more training so i can do so much more @ work instead of pretending to study every day...LOL

Anyways typed in hurry...but happy new year y'all!!!!!!

Stumped growth

Lovely Saturday, and I'm in the classroom agonizing thru a lecture regarding Transmitters. Well at least I think it's about transmitters.

I don't know if it's my passion hatred towards Electronics or not (actually I do have a passion towards electronics, I hate it with passion :) ) but I totally phased out the moment the instructor opened his mouth. TOTALLY.

And I'm in a class with youngsters that just got out of college, yes, freshies of 23 year olds, or 24 yr olds or so.

Having 2 years ahead of them doesn't help either. I just feel too too too old to learn.

Think my brain's a little rusty. Not as fresh as last time. I don't even analyze anymore, accept things as it is.

Not good. Need. to. challenge. brains.

Or is it due to caffeine overdose? or brain cells deteriorating from the radiation of FB-ing too much. Been training like almost one year d...Too long........................

me and him

Just to share a picture of me and him. Yes he was very reluctant to write that on the sand ;)

am supposed to be flattered...

back in Abu Dhabi again!

Am in the same class with 12 young men, with raging hormones for my maintenance school.


6 healthy americans. hmmm i would say 2 of them are nice, but the other 4 of them are just well so miang and hamsap. it should be flattering that they are hitting on me, but i'm actually annoyed...

since i lagi sudah berpunya. haha. ok but need to clarify none of them said anything 'harassing' to me since our company is really big on this sexual harassment thing. :P

but i am loyal to my abang la. that's the main point. none of them are as cute as my abang anyway...ever since i got attached seems like no one is as cute as him. (haha, saying it cos he may be reading this blog la)

I am soooooooooooo tired...Air brakes and pneumatic systems just don't make sense to me anymore, it's been years since I graduated...Ganbatteeeeeeeeee