Life

What's life? well sorry for being MIA in the blogging world for a 10days! but don't worry I still read all my favourite blogs regularly, just to update on friends and stuff..been very busy lately..mostly involves eating, but let's not get there..
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It's 7th lunar month..and there's two 7th month this yr..gasp!
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There are so many things happening lately outside. This Israel killing ppl away..Indo kena tsunami..yada yada. And in our Malaysia itself?..The poor pilgrims that died on the way for the festival. Last I heard, yesterday a 18 year old boy was whacked to death cos he refused to give the robbers his money. Dad called the moment he read the news, "Don't go out unnecessarily..yada yada" as every parent has done I guess. 3 of my coursemates has been robbed of handfon, wallet in recent mths. Some are thieves rushing into the house with parang knives, and I cannot even name the rest that got robbed before among our friends..hehe Loke is the most recent one la..busy shopping till kena rob also tak realise..Gosh what has this world becoming to? No wonder I never go out without a pepper spray..Even so, if you are attacked in a group, there is no such thing as self-defense d..

Oh..not only that, apparently a guy in MMU malacca fell to his death yesterday from the 18th floor..and somebody drowned in our UTM lake as well. Life is so impermanent. Sad..makes you think, what are you living for? Are you living till somebody ends your life for you? For all we know, we might fall to our death cos of the slippery bathroom tiles, or choke on your saliva, etc etc *touch wood!!!!! Thus, we should do something meaningful that we value. Family, friends, God, keeping in touch with people that you treasure, cos you may not know what will happen to you/them tomorrow.. Life is so unfair! Why does all the bad guys are leading extremely luxurious lives whereas we keep reading about sob stories regarding nice people leading short lives?
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And humans are never satisfied with what they have. Greed, lust, thirst for power, determination to control their lives etc.

How many of us wake up and say? Gawd, I'm having such a bad hair day!
Be thankful you are not bald(not by choice la!!)

Damn I have no waist! Its layers of fat!
You are being paranoid. It already is 26inches

I have thunder thighs!!
So does everyone else

Yes, I answer yes to all of them. How many of you do too?

I always complain, complain, complain...I tell you, humans are never satisfied.

I have an average skin, occasional zits, and sometimes if not enough sleep then tumbuh berlipat ganda--but NO, I want a skin that is super licin and fair

I have an average weight, not too fat, but definitely NOT thin --but NO, i want to lose another 5kgs(the very least)

I have an average grade--but NO, I want first class (too late babe, since you never study..that's called wishful thinking)

I have an average body--but NO, if only it was like Jessica Alba's

I have natural light brown eyes--but NO, if only I had longer lashes or bigger eyes

I have 'pouty' lips--but NO, if only it wasnt that dry

I came to realise..that I should learn to be grateful with what I have. We should be comfortable in our skin, learn to love our body etc. Yes, we can lose weight to achieve the desirable body weight, use good products to get nice skin..but no, we can never be too perfect. When you lose that weight, you will want to lose more. yeah, when you get good results, you want better.

At the end of the day, you gain nothing, no? Self-satisfaction, maybe. I know I grin the whole day everytime I manage to lose a kg (although usually I reward myself after that and gain it back haha). Ultimately, self confidence is what that matters. it makes a person most attractive.

I have met ppl who are ++ sized girls that attract people like magnets. Their enthusiasm and zest for life, aspirations, meaningful dreams really make me feel so small. Us? Depressed over facts that I have another zit today, or gained another kg, and starving ourselves (this excluded for me..otherwise all true ehe), or results are just not good enough.

People, be grateful!!!!! Reasons:
# you are alive, with four limbs intact, and all your senses working
# you are self-dependent
#you have family members that really, really love you
#your friends care! Although you may not hear from them alwiz, but yes, they care..we care..I care!!
#luckier ones ma have bf/gf that love you lo.. (*hint)
#there are so many beautiful things in the world, bask it in!

Thus, I want to thank and give my slimiest kiss and big hugz to all of my family members and friends that made my life so colorful. People that I met in my 21 yrs of journey through life.. it moulded me into what I am today..although I still keep my bad habits la. hehe

Dad, Mom, brothers--although dysfunctional in a way..grandparents, aunts, uncles, cousins..love all of them!

Friends esp--(since I am single so I dont hv bf to thank la) kindy, primary sch, sec sch, camping friends i met, HPC, uni mates, housemates, ex-colleagues, coursemates, petronas scholars. clubbing kakis, net friends, bloggers of the blogs I read, even you ppl who read my blogs, friends that I met along the way...love all of you! and I seriously appreciate what all of you have done for me..I feel so lucky to have met all of you, and yada yada

THANKS THANKS MUAX MUAX MUAX!!
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Ok I'm not making sense am I, and it's a boring post. Hehe. okla, I'm just finding excuses to not do some literature review for my thesis. And I have a meeting with my supervisor tomorrow... OK ok..I have to start!!!!!!!! Ta~ Sorry lah if this post very the boring...can kah if I reward with something here..

ok la time to hit the journals d..gawd they are just beautiful right? (minus gattuso and pirlo) *drool drool drool